暧昧是幸福, 或是灾祸？


5nov, afternoon

Loraine signs off at9:56 PM.

i got Mary Ann's yo-yo fixed. i uhm, was the one who spoilt it. :S Will give her a surprise next week :)

heartache done to both parties. him and myself. argh.

Love Happens is a nice show.

i know im supposed to study but i am not.

A B C C D F. all within the time span of 1 year- 3 girls, 6 guys.


1nov, night

Loraine signs off at9:10 AM.

Some pictures below from DA CAPO, 23 Oct, Friday. Victoria Concert Hall.












Should i swop so that i can get NUH again? Or should I just leave it as it is, not swop, and just go to SGH for attachment?

Mum called me last night, asking me if i want to go to Ha Er Bin at the end of the yr. I told her YES! without thinking. Cos floorball training might still be on after attachment...

Thinking whether i should withdraw from the hall holiday subsidy scheme. Highly likely i wont be able to fulfil the number of hours of holiday activities. And the penalty is just too much if i cant fulfil (due to attachment to a hospital). How how?

Returning the Azumi flute today :(

I want to continue playing with the Wind Symph and sing with KE Accapella. How? should i quit due to no-time?

Im soo happy that he didnt come to my room last night. Finally, a good night's rest.

Last night's dinner was good!! :) Aunty Sally cooks really well. Plus the company of Dorothy, Edward and sis was great. Sidney and David couldnt make it. Whenever only the 6 of us are together, i'll feel that Edward and i are a couple. Sis and sid, dot and david. so edward and i la! LOL! :D :D

gtg for geog lect alr. im sooo not looking forward to the next phy geog project.


27 Oct, morning

Loraine signs off at7:39 PM.

Dont swear please, i know it's my fault. :(


22 Oct, afternoon

Loraine signs off at12:16 AM.

Dear Heavenly Father,

Im sorry for having run away from You, sometimes just neglecting You in my daily living. I want to draw closer to You, to give to You my utmost and to sacrifice unto You the things that are most dear to me.

The past week or rather weeks havent been smooth, struggling to meet one deadline after another and having met so many problems along the way. Lord Jesus, I want to recognise and appreciate that it's by Your grace that i have survived, still. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to cling on to You, to say, "Lord Jesus, i need You." In moments when i might feel lonely and forsaken like the man in Footprints, I will remember that You are there just beside me when i lead a faithful life.

Father, i just wanna say that im sorry for disgracing You if i ever had. A salt and light of the earth i will be.

In Jesus' Christ most precious Name i pray,
Amen.


22 Oct, evening

Loraine signs off at1:57 AM.

it's funny how i see pictures of him with other girls on fb and get jealous.


19 Oct, night

Loraine signs off at8:35 AM.

pharmaco test II is over *BEAM*

up next, we have skills assessment this friday! i cant wait for it to be over :)

we just had accapella for ICN rehearsal and the entire process from sound check to rehearsal was great :) i love my members. hazel had thought that i was yr 1 all along...


19 Oct, night

Loraine signs off at6:54 AM.

i will be responsible for my actions.


17 Oct, night

Loraine signs off at8:37 AM.

"nothing's gonna change my love for you..." ming zhou + chun keat sang while i played the flute. nice.

it's time to study now. 4 more chapters to go.


17 Oct, night

Loraine signs off at2:16 AM.